mixed feelings..y hhuh.?

2day i have mixed feelings...sum say go get married sum say dont...sum say enjoy..sum say...dun worry...wat i wanted was totally a diff thing...not this...haiz...everythin needs a luck n chance...in my life...i have gt a wonderful family..wic gves wat eva i mite need...wonderin wen will my quest for the real things comes true...waitin still...listennin to my fav song..in the midnite 12.57am....n writing tis blogg..with a cup of coffee...i feel like i need sum1...to tc of me...sumtimes..i feell i dont need any1..ore kolepamave ireke....