mixed feelings..y hhuh.?

2day i have mixed feelings...sum say go get married sum say dont...sum say enjoy..sum say...dun worry...wat i wanted was totally a diff thing...not this...haiz...everythin needs a luck n chance...in my life...i have gt a wonderful family..wic gves wat eva i mite need...wonderin wen will my quest for the real things comes true...waitin still...listennin to my fav song..in the midnite 12.57am....n writing tis blogg..with a cup of coffee...i feel like i need sum1...to tc of me...sumtimes..i feell i dont need any1..ore kolepamave ireke....

tensed...!

i hate to get stucked with stupid nonsense wen im back home to relax...!reali hate it to maxx...

once i tore my meniscus now im lookin forward to get cured..

1 week knee treatment lol...

best wishes dear..

best wishes day..may god bless ya...be the best beat the rest..

wonder how people can survive like this..

alot of human on this earth are so damn bloody selfish...for their own benefits..they are so selfish...but dont care about other people's aim...come on lar...just because a person is tallkin alot..dont mind they are so bad n have an attitude prob...u enjoyed the maxx in ur life at my age...but...in my age...dont support but atleast dont prohibit me....i also will get ma day....im not seeking revenge...just to show that...i can do my best if i get my chance...wait wait...up there over the in the heaven he is watching....he knws how i felt....ul get to know wat i felt one day....just get it..

im soo happyy 2day....

miss her alot and she is back...haiz..lotsa things to tell u.....but fgt edy..haha..heard a song...kannil anbai sollvale...superb song...reali loved it..music is awesome..thansk to james vasanth...good one...the guitar n the flute..

fast n furious 5!

every relationship should have a start..let me make it..wnt mind it..

i duno y..but people say i changed...

a rewind button will be easier...sometimes things in life never change...the only thing that change is time..alwiz wished v had a better time..never wished what v do at that time will b good to others...changes are hard to accept..yet when accepted it will b good..not realising it will actuali benefits...mayb i too egoistic to accept the truth..mayb i should change the pace of life...for a better chance in my life..mayb i should change my personality....into a better person i guess..not affecting other's character...and other's life..learned that im bit cracko head..should change it..so that i dont face anything risky further in my life...wished i had a better start of...but didnt get a chance...mayb i should not say it..entah lar..hahax..trying to learn to speak malay..like cracko aso...still not fluent in malay...should speak better...should change my perspective...should change my character into a more mature person...hence...making a condusive environment to live with....

everything has to has a start...i will make it a start..ok sure..

the thing is that..when i make a start i hope other would understand it also..will wait for it also..

soulmate

haiz...everyday marriage...marriage is such a burden..single rocks alwiz...never ending story...it just so difficult to find our type of guy...my idea is to wait not to jump so fast into marriage..cum on lar..the one who has bf..can go ahead..not me..im still young..not interested in marriage...love story naa ler allergy...

marriage is beautiful to those who have wat they want..not wat the get...and live the way they want it..

lonely life...

when v got busy with our lives..we neva knew how many would miss us soo much..?the way i did...

major problem in heart..to sensitive when not taken care...

solutions...be muka tebal..dont bother about others..

problem faced...being rude to others...not talking enough with every1...losing everyone in an instance...

later on problems..not having a good relationship with everyone causing depression and anxiety..

moral of the story..not let any1 to be alone...cause...loneliness is the rust in everyone's heart wic later on breaks it...

talaate paade nee illeyee!

Thalaattu paada nee illaye...
Thalai saithu kolla madi illaye...
manathoodu paesa vazhi illaye
en kanmoodi thoonga thunai illaiye... (2)


kaathal enbathu theivamaanatha...
Katrukonden ithu kashtamaanathey
Therinthum kooda vanangugikren
unnai seraamal vaadi naan poogiren..

Yaar seivathillai Thappu kutrangal..
ingu yaar seivathillai penne..
Yaar seivathillai Thappu kutrangal..
ingu yaar seivathillai uyire..
enthan theivamey kan thirappayaa?
intha inbam thanthiduvaayaa......


Thalaattu paada nee illaye...
Thalai saithu kolla madi illaye...
manathoodu paesa vazhi illaye
en kanmoodi thoonga thunai illaiye...

Anbum shanthamum mayamanathoo
naan seitha paavam aativeithathaa
urangum kangal engi nindrathe..
unnai paarkamal neerum vella manaathey
Yaar seivathillai Thappu kutrangal..
ingu yaar seivathillai penne..
Yaar seivathillai Thappu kutrangal..
ingu yaar seivathillai uyire..

enthan nenjamey sernthiduvayaa?
en kaathalai nee nerungiduvayaa......

missin u alot..

currently i missin u so muchh..but yet there is no tears in my eye right now...i wonder why this happens to me..?mayb i prolonged too much on seeing you everyday..mayb this is needed to happen...haiz....wonder when ul b back...wen u are not around i fill like emptyness in me which can never be satisfied with anythin i do....eventhough i do so many things the whole day...i think more than 10 times a day i think of you..i neva had meal without the thoughts of u...waiting for your come back...have lotsa things to tell u my dear....maybe this wat is meant by soulmate...realli miss u ma...

choosing the right one...

2day is bloggin day...for me cz im nt slepping..

2day was jokin to my parents...my bro insisted to gettin married to gal like the heroine of the movie"madrassipathinam"..uduvome...nambe arya ve...ten i said..oh like that mins susah wan to get married lar..then i tol..ok then il get married onli wen i get a person like the hero of 'CHIKKU BUKKU'....who else..arya....hahahaha...semma comedy..bcz very hard to get arya...if get also..mana tahu hati tak same..nwdays guys cnt believe aso...tgk onli like kucing..tapi keja all like ......................

censored due under age people reading...kikikiki

partner is not so easy to get...must be caring for me...no money no car aso nvm..manase mukiyam,..haha..if folow ol people mins..must kahwin..lawyer,.engineer..and doc onli lar..no technician get married...boilerman neva get married...

marriage is such a big commitment...haiz..im nt ready for it...such a big burden..i cnt tolerate this...sometimes i get irritated by some characters...but wat to do hav to go thru..

wen v have something v dun appreciate it...wen v lost it..then onli v will look for it..

2day..i was readin my friend blogs...and tot..haiz..wat a cruel world has it be..wen v wan something...v go behind it as though there is no 2moro..but then..wen v have..it becomes the cornerstone of the house...wonder how people changes..?everythin has it own times...v just have to wait for the time..the problem..the duration of waiting is very important..because...in that time....v may lose control of things v have..v may over expect...in this matter i would prefer rajinikanth's style...

everythin has its limit..v just have put a knife before v eat...watch your step wen u walk and think ahead wen u wana commit...his quotes are worth listenin..not uplifting rajinikanth..his movies are diff but...in real lives it matters hw they lives...example...surya married his fav girl..after few years of waiting a reply from surya's dad...his started agaram foundation right after his 1st fame movie...this is an example of how people shud...enuf is enuf...dont have to be rich to feed your kids...just be caring..its more than enough for them....right now im dying for care n affection..but yet i neva got it...from human...from god is alwiz there for me..cz i believe he has helped in my life and would help me after this...gdgd...

i hope in future i own wat i wan..just waiting for the right time..and the right person....

life is boring 2day...from mrng...just sittin n lepakin tokin to maself..

2day since morning i was passing my time...by helping mum...cuttin vege...haiz...boring work..worst cum to worst...sittin infrnt of idiot box....makin maself an idiot...haiz....should do sumthin to prevent maself from being idiot further...part time job pun tak dapat...brain cnt think anythin further than that...haiz..

tension.....!

haiz..nowdays alot pressure...haiz...everyday has problem....my problem is not the their...but mine is different...i dun like blabbering words...tats the problem.....i dun illegible words...which is the words that totally dun like....haiz...its easy to say that u can change this..u can change that....but can u urself,change yourselves.?no rite...?not every1 is perfect...cum on lar...im totally fed up with al these kinda characters lar..haiz...hate those irritating words....haiz....wonder wen others gona realise......just because i watch....dont mean im quiet...i have my own way....punch dialog....yen vaali thani vaali....hehehehe....inthe prob ke lam..bayanthe pona.....kalyanam panne solrange...kadevele....athe suicide vide kasthamanathe lar...atheke ithe evalo meel....ale videnge...