less updated in blog due to work tension,life tension,family.damn..less colours in life,less people,less smile,less happiness..something just bakdated me..damn...wouldnt wan to be so back dated...!became so spiritual since this year...thank god..he just changed my life...people thinks i just got more egoistic,less respecting others..the truth is im not..its just that im nt able to change the way i look due to the way i feel..i cant cheat people...i look the same inside and outside...but nowdays i talk less...because most of them are cheating instead of being themselves....